Fuck you for using my vulnerability to your advantage. Fuck you for playing with my head. Fuck you for treating me one way when people are around and another when we’re alone. Fuck you for expecting to get what you want whenever you want it. Fuck you for thinking you could have your cake and eat it too. Fuck you for having no respect towards me. Fuck you for wasting my emotions on you. Fuck you for wasting my energy. All these niggas wanted me for more than the physical aspect. They actually took the time to dig deeper and recognize my worth. I wasn’t a side line chick to them but of course, I chose you. Why did I let you restart shit again? Honestly, I should have left it alone, but you had to come back around. I could completely blame you for fucking with me, but I am the one who kept thinking that you’re better than what you’ve been doing. I put myself in awful situations and chose assholes who bring nothing but trouble and regret.